Intense Dreams
They're back!
Last night for the first time in a few weeks I had one of those intense dreams...where I was being pursued. All I remember is running away and hiding in a closet somewhere hoping that my breathing wouldn't give me away...that and the unbearable cramping in my legs wouldn't cause me to move. Guess the cramping I experience when I sleep has crept into my dreams.
The other part that really threw me was that when this whole "adventure" was over, I delivered a still born son. Yeah, that wasn't much fun to watch play out in my dreams. I was probably about where I am now - a few weeks out from delivery. I just remember the doctor telling me that he wasn't alive, and then just sobbing.
So, I'm sure you can imagine when I awoke I rolled over (to reduce the pain in my hips and knees) and just waited for the baby to stir. Sometimes it's difficult to not read too much into your dreams.